30 day challenge

30 day challenge
Basically there are thirty things i'm supposed to do so i'm just going to add it to this post since i don't want to put it on my facebook :)

Day 1- A picture of yourself with fifteen facts.

1. my hair is naturally curly. perfect for the 80s. i was just born a little too late.
2. I am into artsy things, and like boys who are into arsty things
3. I can belch louder than all my three brothers
4. Sometimes I have secret crushes that I will never them of.
5. I wear clothes that never match. My roommates say it works out for me.
6. I love pole vault
7. I'm in love with Regina Spektor's voice. i wish i had it.
8. I wish I could do slam poetry.
9. I hate pickles. in fact i'm afraid of them...
10. My favorite animal is a cow because of three reasons, a) they are cute b) I like steak c) I love milk.
11. I've been single for 2.5 years.
12. My favorite favorite feature on my face are my lips.
13. my favorite article of clothing is my gap straight leg jeans.
14. the amount of texting i do on my phone lets it last for four days on a charge... 
15. I melt my chocolate in the microwave and squeeze it out onto my tongue. it's delicious.

Day 2- a picture of you and the person you have been close with for the longest.

Kassie Panther. We've been friends since age 4. the first person i saw when i moved here and the first person i saw when i came back this summer. Though we had a few rough patches 5th grade and sophomore year, I love her so much! She is such an amazing person and SO creative. I hope to be friends forever with her.

Day 3- The cast from your favorite show

Okay so i choose gilmore girls. This is the one show i can NEVER get tired of. When I had knee surgery last February I watched every episode from every season. My mom and i LOVE this show. She even has dreams about Luke sometimes hahaha. But another reason I picked it is because I just love Lorelai, and my roommate katie always tells me i remind her of Lorelai. Everytime she says it i just can't get enough

Day 4- A picture of your night. 

I'm not sure what this one meant so i made my roommates take pictures with me to epitomize my night. welp. yeah this is about accurate..

Day 5- A picture of your favorite memory

This summer was soooo great! i really miss our boys! they basically lived at our house. They ate are food and stayed over all the time. and when it was past visiting hours we'd go outside and hang out all night. Man i miss those days! in two years we'll be able to hang with them again though :)

Day 6- Someone you would trade places with for a day
Regina Spektor

Day 7- Your most treasured item

This is my boyfriend schatzi. Yes i sleep with him every night, i know...scandalous. Basically he is my most treasured item because he has been there for me through so many heartbreaks. Yeah it's cheesy but i mean hey he's always there for me. I got him the year my mother had breast cancer and he has high sentimental value to me :)

Day 8- A picture that makes you laugh

This my friends is my bestfriendloversisterforever HAYLEY WETTERHUS. she's just the best! In this picture she came to visit spokane, we were having way too much fun with self timers and just started dancing. This right here is the epitome of our relationship. i'm nice and awkward and she's adorable and fantastic. anyway i have lots of laughable pictures but i just found this one yesterday and remembered how great she is :)

Day 9- A picture with the person who has gotten you through the most
My mother is my rock. She is one of the most amazing-- scratch that THE most amazing person i have every known. She is not only a great mother who always puts her children first, she is a great friend to me. During high school when people usually grow farther from their mother is when i grew closer to her. I had a lot of friends walk out of my life for various reasons and my mom was always there to catch me when i fall. I don't know if there is ever a way to repay her. I am so so so so thankful for her. 

Day 10- A picture of the person you do the most messed up things with

well i don't really know if i can say i do many "messed up" things by worlds standards cause i tend to be a good girl (i know how boring.....) but i would probably say i say the most politically incorrect things when i'm hanging out with my brother paul. Because we're part jewish we need to make offensive and distasteful holocaust jokes. 

Day 11- A picture of something you hate.

Pickles will the death of me. I hate them with a passion. When i was little my brothers used to chase me around the house with with pickles and just dangle them in my face and they just smell SO bad! my old roommate loved pickles and i would always giver her crap for it. It was funny. But basically i read a really good quote while i was looking for this picture--"pickles are just cucumbers soaked in evil" yup. thats so true...

Day 12-Something you love

so although i love Henna, i love the designs they come up with better if it wasn't three in the morning and i had more time, or a real camera i would take a picture of my laptop case which i doodled a henna inspired design on, actually i'll hopefully get off my fat butt tomorrow and find a way to take a picture of it. I might even fix this run on sentence tomorrow, ehh but who really cares... But thats besides the point. the point is, i love to doodle. i love art. I love just starting with a blank slate and creating something on it. Thats kinda how it is with poetry too, i love starting with a line and just seeing where my thoughts take me.

Day 13- Your favorite band or artist.

Brand New. I have loved them forever. right now my favorite song by them is "Okay i believe you but my Tommy Gun Don't". I can't just pick one band though, i'm had to feature The Format on here too. I recently got into them and i can't get enough. My favorite song by them is The Compromise

Day 14-Someone you couldn't imagine your life without

Jesus Christ. He is my rock and everything. My brother and my savior. His atonement is the single most important thing in human history, and the most important thing in my life. I am thankful for him and his gospel. 

Day 15- Something you want to do before you die

I  have a complete bucket list but i found this one stuck out to me today a little more than usual. I have never seen a firefly in person. Wherever i've lived has never been a habitat for them. Needless to say,  someday i hope to catch my own jar of them. That would be so cool!

Day 16- Someone that inspires you.

This is one of my best friends, Launa. She was my roommate this summer, pseudo-roommate this fall, and will be our roommate again this winter. her story is amazing. Her strength in inspiring and humbling. Her compassion is infinite, and so is her beauty. I wish this picture did her justice but it's one of the few i have where we're not being completely ridiculous

Day 17- Something that has made a huge impact in your life recently.

Tyler Jameson. He is one of the most beautiful people i have ever met. He always had an insatiable thirst for knowledge and and unlimited amount of questions. He committed suicide at the end of this summer. His death inspired me to write, i have no other way to honor his life because it was spent in the pursuit of beauty. I came across where he signed my yearbook the other night, and it was so great to have something to remember him by.

Day 18-My Biggest insecurity.

my cheeks. i have this irrational insecurity about my cheeks they make me look like a chipmunk. oh how i wish i had a defined jawline! 

Day 19- A picture of you when you were little!

This is me when i was probably about four. I lived in El Segundo California and still love the beach!

Day 20- A place I'd love to travel to.

Greece! or Italy. but one of the two!!